PHOENIX: SUCK IT.

Things were going great. Then I left for four months…to do fun things and make some great money, in order to have some freedom to make more great things happen. Then I got back. And things were good…for a while. Not great, but I had this new outlook on life: RELAX. Everything happens for a reason, and I don't need to kill myself in the "hustle." I just need to trust that it's going to work out, do the work, and LIVE my life.

"Invest in the life you have in order to get the life you want…"

That was working well...and then some crap happened. Then some other crap…then some funny crap, and some completely horrible crap.

WHAT THE CRAP!?

I read an article on some new-age website about how things were supposed to be wrapping up and falling away at the end of 2007, and by the middle of January 2008, things were going to be starting new, fresh- great things were supposed to rise up from the ashes.

It feels like the only things rising from the ashes are more ashes.